
I'm in a bit of a funk today after saying good-bye to Melinda and Frank. Actually, a funk is putting it lightly.
"I'm in a foul mood" is more accurate.
So, to dampen my spirits further, I decided to rip out the disgusting, molding caulking in our bathroom. I won't go into the finer points on things that are hecho en Argentina since I'm already grumpy, but suffice it to say that when a shower floor doesn't have a slight slant toward the drain and you need to literally sweep the water until it disappears, mold can tend to grow. I hate mold.
Last night and today, I took it upon myself to pull out all the repulsive caulking, dry the shower thoroughly, and recaulk the floor. You wouldn't care to see the before and after photos in this Do-It-Yourself since it was ugly before and it's still ugly after (and I didn't take any anyway). Now, it's just really clean and not at all moldy.
Just as it was in the States, life can be difficult to balance. To vent a little? It's hard to balance trying to raise 3 kind, generous, God-fearing boys; be nice to my husband; learn a new language and culture; cook, clean, launder; start a new ministry; visit poor villas; miss my family and friends; make new friends and contacts; take an online course; kill bugs; update spreadsheets; buy school supplies for 8 subjects with new lists every other day... I guess that was more than a little venting. I told you I'm in a bad mood.
Everyday, we post a new word and verse for our family. Today it's
Perseverance
and the verses are Hebrews 12:1-2 (from the Message):
"Do you see what this means—all these pioneers who blazed the way, all these veterans cheering us on? It means we'd better get on with it. Strip down, start running—and never quit! No extra spiritual fat, no parasitic sins. Keep your eyes on Jesus, who both began and finished this race we're in. Study how he did it. Because he never lost sight of where he was headed—that exhilarating finish in and with God—he could put up with anything along the way: Cross, shame, whatever."
Okay. Okay. I still feel like this:

but, I'll keep on running with my eyes on
Him....